black tar heroin ( film )
veteran documentary filmmaker steven okazaki directs this harrowing account of bay city youth addicted to cheap mexican black tar heroin .
cheese heroin is mexican black - tar heroin that has been diluted with crushed tablets of over - the - counter sleep medication such as tylenol pm .
there are no critic reviews yet for black tar heroin: the dark end of the street. keep checking rotten tomatoes for updates !
block: one tragic side of this that you track in your reporting is huge spikes in deaths from overdose from black tar heroin .
cheese
is mexican black - tar heroin that has been diluted with crushed tablets of over - the - counter sleep medication .
tracey helton mitchell is a certified addiction specialist and the mother of three children. she was one of five heroin addicts profiled in the 1999 documentary black tar heroin .
block: you point out that this trade in black tar heroin from xalisco in mexico is quite different from the colombian heroin trade in that they' re targeting a very different clientele .
an email i got from someone saying i “saved their life”. they saw “black tar heroin” and my story. it gave them the strength to stop. photo via
the film was made from dec 1995 to dec 1997. originally the film was supposed to be for one year but i believe when hbo picked up the film they wanted two years .
black tar heroin was made a long time ago but has stuck around. it got a second life on the internet. youtube pushed me into the spotlight once again .
tracey helton mitchell is a certified addiction specialist and the mother of three children. she was one of five heroin addicts profiled in the 1999 documentary black tar heroin. michael kerner photography / seal press hide caption
black tar heroin: the dark end of the street [ 1999 ]. shows the drug - related degradation of five youths in san francisco, ca from 1995 to 1998 .
cheese
is mexican black - tar heroin that has been diluted with crushed tablets of over - the - counter sleep medication. courtesy of jeremy liebbe, dallas isd police hide caption
black tar heroin: the dark end of the street [ 1999 ]. shows the drug - related degradation of five youths in san francisco, ca from 1995 to 1998. : documentaries
sam quinones of the los angeles times has written a three - part series on black tar, called
the heroin road .
he joins me now. and, sam, this black tar trade in the u. s. follows a very different business model. you compare it to operating like a pizza delivery services. describe what happens .
heroin is an opioid drug made from morphine, a natural substance taken from the seed pod of the various opium poppy plants grown in southeast and southwest asia, mexico, and colombia. heroin can be a white or brown powder, or a black sticky substance known as black tar heroin. other common names for heroin include big h, horse, hell dust, and smack. read the drugfacts
the film maker won two academy awards. one before this and one after .
most people know me from
black tar heroin ,
which documented the period when i injected and slept on the streets. but 15 years later i have a completely different life. here' s how it happened .
since black tar heroin was uploaded in full to youtube, in november 2012, she has left dozens of comments responding to queries about the film and her life since recovering. “keep asking me questions, ” she wrote early in 2015. “i will try to answer as many as i can. hard to believe this was me. ”
no film, narrative or documentary, goes as deeply inside the world of heroin addiction as black tar heroin: the dark end of the street. an extraordinary look at two years in the lives of five heroin addicts, it offers a rare and intimate portrait of how heroin devastates young lives. the film chronicles the daily lives of jake, jessica, tracey, oreo and alice, three women and two men, ages 18 to 25, as they face the ever - present perils of hard core drug addiction — crime, prostitution, rape, incarceration, aids, overdoses and death .
this was a good film, i watched it on release but it definitely deserves another watch .
some drug documentaries which i recommend - dope sick love, black metal veins and swansea love story .
have you tried heroin? what allows you to compare heroin and nicotine / alcohol? because the addictive potential of heroin is on a different level than nicotine or alcohol .
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documentary about the estimated 750, 000 homeless children in the united states. many of these children flock to portland, oregon. attracted by cheap
black tar
heroin, they arrive by bus, hitchhike and ride the rails. the program follows three of these children: chris, a 21 - year - old heroin addict w
block: along comes black tar with $ 6 a dose, $ 12, $ 15 a dose and you need two or three of them a day. you' re satisfying your addiction at about a tenth the cost .
black - tar heroin lures new users los angeles times reporter sam quinones has written a three - part series exploring how the recent trend in cheap, less - refined heroin from mexico is displacing colombian heroin and attracting new users in places where no demand existed. many addicts got hooked on narcotics through oxycontin and other prescription drugs. quinones says the dealers want to maximize profits in the shortest time period with minimum risk .
anyone producing anti - drug spots for tv ought to take a good, long look at black tar heroin: the dark end of the street. and so should those who harbor even the slightest romantic notions about junkiedom. steven okazaki’s crushing documentary, debuting on hbo, offers lessons for both .
offers the latest scientific information on heroin use and its consequences as well as treatment options available for those struggling with heroin addiction .
the dope out west is bad from what i' ve heard. black tar dope is trash. i get bundles of ten bags for 40 bucks & w just 3 or four bags a day up the nose i' m good .
offers the latest scientific information on heroin use and its consequences as well as treatment options available for those struggling with heroin addiction. (
this documentary follows the lives of a number of heroin addicts in the u. s. a. it shows their heroin life stories .
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i was off drugs when the film came out but not when the film was finished. the story of my recovery was not the story steven filmed. we were at odds at one point about this but i' ve come to accept it .
brutally graphic, black tar heroin makes trainspotting look like an afterschool special—and it hits all the harder because it takes pains to introduce its subjects as human beings. we meet families, see childhood scrapbooks and come to appreciate the lives we’re seeing wasted. there’s no moralizing. here the unfiltered facts make the point, and make it devastatingly well .
black tar heroin: the dark end of the street: the documentary airs on hbo at 11 p. m. tomorrow and again at 10 p. m. monday, at 3: 15 a. m. april 23, at 12: 10 a. m. april 27 and at 4: 40 a. m. april 29 .
tracey helton (/ u / traceyh415) is the focus of this week’s episode of upvoted by reddit. we discuss her depression growing up, how she became addicted to heroin, life as a homeless heroin addict, being the subject of the hbo documentary ‘black tar heroin’, how she got clean, her involvement in harm reduction, how she got involved in r / opiates on reddit, naloxone, and how she saved the lives of over 120 users by sending naloxone to those with no access .
explores the relationship between prescription opioid abuse and heroin use, including prescription opioid use as a risk factor for heroin use, reasons why people progress from using prescription opioids to heroin, and the need for prevention and treatment. (
my mom never saw the film, no. the rest of your questions are answered above. it' s easier than me retyping
as a teenager, mitchell imagined heroin to be glamorous, but she found it wasn' t once she became an addict. she tells fresh air' s terry gross that the drug ruined her health and her self - esteem. she lived in an alley, shot drugs into the bottom of her feet, sold her body for money and was jailed several times. she was also featured in a 1999 documentary about addicts called black tar heroin .
because the addictive potential of heroin is on a different level than nicotine or alcohol .
the film follows a simple structure, and shows the drug - related degradation of five youths (jake, tracey, jessica, alice, oreo) during the course of three years. the film depicts their drug - related crimes and diseases: prostitution, male prostitution, aids, and lethal overdoses .
no. i was not paid for the film. he bought me a hotel to stay in for a week and bought me lunch a few times. i think they left some money for me when i was in jail too. documentary film makers, in general, don' t pay their subjects .
the film follows a simple structure, and shows the drug - related degradation of five youths (jake, tracey, jessica, alice, oreo) during the course of three years. the film depicts their drug - related crimes and diseases, including prostitution, male prostitution, aids, and lethal overdoses .
behind the image of san francisco as a creative epicenter and ultimate party town drawing talented, disaffected kids from around the country (if not the globe) are some disturbing statistics. in the last ten years, the mean age of heroin users has dropped from 27 to 19. white powder heroin (china white) has been replaced by the dreaded chiva, cheap black tar heroin from mexico, making the habit and all that it brings accessible to a much wider crowd. and drug overdose is the leading cause of preventable death in san francisco, claiming an average of 100 lives a year .
the' hillbilly heroin' epidemic that' s slowly rotting the soul of rural america .
that is richard. he lives by my work. he isn' t on heroin .
in the beginning of the film there is a junkie that looks kind of like a mulatto rabbi. who is he and what happened to him? thanks traci
in an attempt to do the impossible, black tar heroin... is an insiders look into the life of a heroin addict. this commentary on youth in san francisco which are involved with heroin, among other things, is a graphic display of society' s problems. though the movie at some points is to grotesque to watch, it is necessary to show for the value. every youth in society as they reach their teen years should be made to watch this movie. it is in the mind of this viewer that many of teenagers would be turned off enough, never to attempt this lifestyle .
i watched this film today and i watched it a few years ago. this is the first time i tried searching for the people in the film though. i said to myself
tracey is gonna make it. she' s that 1 %
so happy for you tracey! you go girl! live & love life !
i' m so glad to hear jessica is doing fine now, out of all the stories in the film hers shocked me the most... watching people shoot and nod didn' t bother me much, but where the film left off with her and not knowing what was going to happen to her was just devastating .
i came here to explain the economics of a black market vs. a highly regulated, competitive market where consumers have good information about the product and shortages don' t happen .
do you miss the feeling of it? and anyway how could you put that tar into your vein when it' s not the real deal? heroin is like they say - once is too many times but at least a thousand isn' t enough. a true pandora box .
any way you want to measure it, heroin' s just not a contender. withdrawals? heroin' s not fun by any standard, but withdrawal from booze is deadly. it kills you .
documentary about the estimated 750, 000 homeless children in the united states. many of these children flock to portland, oregon. attracted by cheap
black tar
heroin, they arrive by bus, hitchhike and ride the rails. the program follows three of these children: chris, a 21 - year - old heroin addict who has been on the streets for five years; jesse, a 16 - year - old who has been on the streets of portland for two weeks; and emily, who is trying to get out for the sake of her unborn child .
black tar heroin challenges the viewer by ultimately refusing to assign blame. the kids are innocent in a real sense, consigned to a private hell by a collusion of circumstances, from their own temperaments, to horrendous abuse, to the chance encounters with users whose personal charisma seduces them into the life. the family could be the culprit, but in the word portraits we get of this mostly missing group, they’re as fucked up as the kids. social service agencies appear to be overwhelmed by the sheer numbers. in the final analysis, the film seems to say, these addicts are simply acting out one of the more grisly scenarios of the human condition .
i remember watching this on hbo when i was 20 or so. i remember thinking (no offense) i don' t want to end up like these people. it made me open my eyes to what drugs can do. i actually have the dvd of black tar heroin amongst other hbo documentaries: dope sick love etc. i pretty much watch it at least once a week. it' s sad but i like how it was documented. good for you for being strong and staying off of heroin. keep your head up high. off subject you have beautiful eyes: )
as the so - called “epidemic” of addiction to heroin and other opioids continues in the us, stories like mine become even more important. my experience provides many years of evidence that there is hope after heroin .
hey tracey, i was a black tar tucson junky from 92 - 96. your story was so insanely similar to mine. it was like watching myself. the progression to dealing, the housing (bare mattress? filty walls? sorry, is that weird? i didn' t notice ...), the boyfriends, the lifestyle... . damn... .
the film was produced by hbo and was frequently shown in 1999 on the channel, as part of their
america undercover
series, becoming one of its top - rated documentaries .
block: because it looks like kind of gooey. it' s heroin that has not been fully processed .
as the so - called
epidemic
of addiction to heroin and other opioids continues in the us, stories like mine become even more important. my experience provides many years of evidence that there is hope after heroin .
there' s a lot of shooting up in
black tar ,
but the footage is far too harrowing for a human - interest holiday special. alice, a seattle transplant, spatters the walls of her hotel room with blood from syringes; jake, an hiv - positive addict with a blood infection, sneaks out of the hospital to inject heroin into his iv tube. okazaki acknowledges that following his protagonists through their daily lives was difficult .
the streets are much more dangerous when you' re stupid .
steven met a bunch of different people at the youth needle exchange. he wanted subjects that were slightly younger than me. he filmed a few other people that never made it into the final film
block: but the problem is this black tar arrives and a lot of times people don' t know how to use it. a lot of times, it' s way too potent. a lot of times they don' t know how to deal with people who are oding and they' ll just abandon the people that - as they begin to od because they' d never seen anything like that .
on her instagram profile, amid photographs of her smiling children, of kittens and screenshots of grateful messages from redditors whose lives have been touched by her naloxone program, are occasional images from less pleasant moments: screen captures from black tar heroin, for instance, or the mugshot from her arrest in october 1996, which tracey posted in early june. “you can change, ” she wrote alongside the mugshot. “i promise you can. i know this for a fact. look at this person; look at who i am now. ”
i have known a few people caught in the horror of heroin, this documentary is very accurate and done well .
i think all drugs should be available this way. take the power and money out of the black market, tax it like we do tobacco and alcohol, and take away 99% of the danger and allure .
i think the documentary was fantastic, but why do addicts agree to be in it? i mean many of you are on film dealing hard drugs. what kind of legal protection did the crew guarantee ?
tracey’s health and weight fluctuate wildly during the two years in which the film was shot. after serving another six - month stint in jail, and proudly telling the camera that she refused to use drugs while inside, an accomplice offers to buy heroin for her. she relapses within eight hours of her release. “it wasn’t all that great, ” she says, lying in bed the following morning, staring at the ceiling. toward the end of the film, tracey injects herself and says, “sometimes it makes me happy. ”
the film, which documentary vine calls
probably the best made heroin documentary in history ,
shows the brutality and degradation of the drug life, but also depicts the addicts' pain and raw yearning — to get clean, to hold relationships together, to re - connect with their families, to get their lives back .
there' s still tar heroin. the heroin that most people get today is much, much stronger. we didn' t have to worry about fentanyl — of us dropping dead from an overdose, because no one cut it with fentanyl. the thing that we really worried about was getting flesh - eating [ bacteria, necrotizing fasciitis ]... or getting some kind of wound botulism or getting abscesses. there certainly were overdoses then. you could get arrested for overdosing and a lot of people were rolled out at the hospitals or left outside to die... but there wasn' t this culture of heroin where heroin is prevalent absolutely everywhere. it was more localized to big cities, more urban areas .
sniffing heroin is not particularly new, but addiction experts say this outbreak in dallas is unprecedented. typically, people who inhale heroin are older and they' re white. in dallas, however, users are mostly latino, and they' re young .
heroin addiction can be like he described. it does sneak up on a person. i have known a good swath of employed functional heroin addicts but many of them live in social isolation because of the stigma of being found out as an addict. the san francisco junkie experience has it' s own issues because the heroin here is particularly cheap and full of infectious materials. heroin is like a whirlpool. sometimes you enjoy the feel of the water but then you realize you are being slowly sucked down .
i have no educated opinion one way or the other - but what you just said about heroin could also be said about alcohol .
heroin is a disaster. i work with a lot of addicts in sf and it looks like nothing has changed in a generation .
block: sam quinones of the los angeles times whose series is called
the heroin road .
sam, thanks very much .
' cheese' heroin hooking young users in dallas a cheap but highly addictive form of heroin known as
cheese
has swept through dallas in recent years, and local health officials are seeing hispanic children as young as 9 suffering from the crushing effects of withdrawal .
when i watch the movie black tar heroin: the dark end of the street, that scene is still shocking to me, even as the person who clearly remembers that moment. in the 16 years that i have now been off drugs, i am continually surprised by the somatic memories of the sights, smells, and the pain that i was experiencing at that time in my life. that feeling of desperation as i was unable to find a vein. that coldness in the san francisco air as it hit my legs. the scratchiness of the wool blankets that i had slept on the night before comes back to the front of my memory .
in dallas, health officials are seeing children that young being brought to hospitals with signs of heroin withdrawal. the city is in its third year of what drug abuse experts call a
mini - epidemic
among young hispanics snorting a mild but addictive heroin called
cheese .
i agreed to be in the film because i felt i was dying and that people would see it after i was dead to understand the pain drugs had caused me. i wanted my life to mean something. there was no protection, just reality
in dallas, there have been eight overdose deaths from cheese heroin alone or in combination with other drugs in the past 2 1 / 2 years, according to the county medical examiner. however, there hasn' t been a death since last july, and the county has formed a cheese heroin task force. arrests of heroin dealers in schools and neighborhoods also are up, and there is an aggressive education program in the schools .
are we talking about the same guy? the one who contracted aids? i remember in the film it showed him in a relationship with a man but i got the sense he wasn' t a homosexual and was doing it purely for the drugs .
she has every reason to be proud of herself for beating heroin addiction. very few people can do it, but she did! !! ron
i was a very depressed kid. i was diagnosed as having depression in middle school. heroin alleviated some of that until the solution became the problem
liebbe learned that cheese costs only a dollar or two a line — well within a middle - schooler' s lunch budget. and because cheese heroin is low - grade, only 1 percent to 3 percent pure heroin, it wears off quickly and withdrawal sets in. heavy users require frequent hits .
an addict, now clean, discusses needle exchanges and' hope after heroin': shots - health news at the height of her addiction to heroin, tracey helton mitchell lived in an alley and sold her body. now she works as an addiction specialist helping others. her new memoir is the big fix .
i' d seen this at the time it came out. ironically, i was in san francisco at the time so it made for an very eye opening experience, amazing film. there' s a followup movie that finds those same kids years later. must see .
cartels would be getting rich off of the illicit heroin trade, would be willing to fight and kill for that wealth, and people would still be dying .
legalised no, decriminalised yes. i cannot figure out how methadone is legal, yet heroin isnt. both get you stoned and can cause death from overdose. methadone scares the absolute shit out of me. i can physically withdraw from heroin in 4 - 5 days, but methadone takes around 5 - 6 weeks .
if heroin were
prescription for those with multiple rehab failures
, this would mean that prior to that point they' d still be buying from street dealers .
many of the kids featured in the film unfortunately didn’t survive the next few years, but tracey has completely turned her life around without losing her connection with those who struggle with addiction. in fact, she’s become a heroine for those grappling with the seductive and destructive allure of opiates .
my teacher in highschool showed me the film and that' s when i first started using (3 years ago). i didn' t understand what being sick was, i just thought everyone on the film were over exaggerating. so i continued using and i kept it up for acouple years. in those 2 years i feel like i experienced rock bottom. it' s amazing how anyone can clean up if they really put their heart into it. you' re a role model to me and i can' t wait to have 15 years clean myself .
documentary examining the impact heroin has had on cape cod in massachusetts, following the stories of eight people who are all in their twenties as they battle with their addiction .
i didn’t know her that well. she had a boyfriend she lived with that was chronically ill and she was heavily addicted to heroin. that was pretty much it .
fuck heroin. and fuck the shady fucks that deal dope on the streets. seriously tho if in sf of all place you cannot find drugs you must be a hermit
sort of. i never knew alice. i met oreo when he was 15 or 16. he was very young when the film was made. his mom used to work the desk in one of the hotels i lived in. jake and i used to hang out. at one point he had a crush on me. it wasn' t covered in the film but jake really liked women. he used to make a ton of money as a male prostitute but he liked women. the drugs had him all messed up. when he got clean, he had a long - term girlfriend .
really happy to see u clean. years of using heroin i have over 3 year' s this movie should be shown to young kids honestly. keep hope alive tracy .
that is good to hear. his story always stood out he didn' t look like he was on heroin he just looked like a normal kid from the bay area .
it' s not a documentary. but adam and paul is really. it' s about 2 heroin addicts living in dublin city. it' s really funny at times
a plain - language research summary about heroin, including basic facts such as methods of use, its effects on the brain, other health effects, and treatment options. (
decriminalization doesn' t solve anything. it' s the idea that if the heroin users get a $ 250 fine and have to go to rehab, that somehow this is substantially different. it' s still illegal to sell, even if it' s (mostly) legal to use. what the fuck good will that do? doesn' t starve the black market, doesn' t put the killers out of business, still treats users as if they were mental patients antagonizing them ...
heroin will always be a runner - up. it' s not on a different level, it' s really just sort of pathetic compared to the already - legal drugs .
i can faithfully say out of the dozen folks i knew that passed, 10 of them started with pain killers and graduated to heroin because it was similar and it was cheap .
oh, well, maybe that' s unfair. let' s instead talk about which drugs cause the most impairment. heroin doesn' t win that race either. booze does .
gary morris founded bright lights film journal as a print publication in 1974; it became a web - only magazine in 1996. he is the author of the monograph roger corman (twayne publishers, 1985) and the editor of action! interviews with directors from classical hollywood to contemporary iran (anthem press, 2009) .
thanks for your blog. it' s so good and inspiring. i wondered how the men in bth dealt with male prostitution, or living with that guy james in the film, while being straight. i wondered how much money they made and if it was enough to support the drugs and somewhere the live decently .
if anyone is wondering about updates for those who were filmed, check out: urltoken i am a documentary lover and while i do not do drugs myself. docs about different drugs have always fascinated me and is probably a good reason of why i will never try them. i think black tar is a great documentary for teens to watch. i live in montana and meth has been a huge problem for us. many highschoolers are now doing meth at parties instead of smoking pot or drinking. they need to be educated about all drugs so that they make educated decisions about what they are willing to
try
that could and most likely will lead to addiction and / or death .
i watched requiem for a dream many years ago as a 13 year old and that was enough to scare me away heroin forever... . that and my ungodly fear of needles .
los angeles times reporter sam quinones has written a three - part series exploring how the recent trend in cheap, less - refined heroin from mexico is displacing colombian heroin and attracting new users in places where no demand existed. many addicts got hooked on narcotics through oxycontin and other prescription drugs. quinones says the dealers want to maximize profits in the shortest time period with minimum risk .
honestly, i was very confused and angry. i had no privacy. none. people would stop me everywhere i went. i was very early in recovery which was already confusing to me. now, i use the legacy of the film as a tool to spread hope. anyone can get clean. anyone - even me .
hi tracey, my name is jake and i am 22 years old. i just graduated from college at ohio university with a degree in psych and will be entering the real world this summer. just watched the hbo doc immediately after seeing you on some talk show. i just want to say i hope you are doing well because i understand there are good and bad days and i hope everyone else in the film who is still alive has been able to get away from heroin and find peace on a day to day basis. you seem like you had / have an incredible personality / charisma even when your life was consumed by heroin and are an incredible example of perseverance. i hope you have a great day
while her toddler plays in another room, michelle has a friend inject heroin into a vein in her neck - - one of the few that' s still functioning after years of needles and impure dope .
i recently watched another documentary about heroin addiction and the thing that disturbed me the most is that when asked ,
why do you (addicts) do it ?
their response was :
boredom
.
it was hard to watch the needles in the beginning. needles in the arm. neddles in the foot. in the neck. then the needles stopped mattering. it got hard to watch the users. you end up realizing that these addicts are people, not just dirty bodies walking the streets. you can figure out why these people cannot stop. you see that they made a mistake a long time ago and that mistake held on. all of their friends are part of that mistake. who do you go to when your trying to fix a mistake? your friends. notice how this won' t work. this film makes you see these people as people. the types that have to sleep on sidewalks. find this film and watch it .
fuck, all the returning vietnam vets, when they got home and heroin was no longer an acceptable outlet, the vast majority quit, by themselves. no rehab, no years - long struggles. they just quit .
finally, there is that time i was caught on camera pulling my pants down to inject heroin into my thighs in a doorway. whether i like it or not, this moment is probably my legacy to the world .
hi tracey, i loved how open and honest you were about everything in the film but why did you choose to let someone document all of that? weren' t you worried about it coming back to haunt you, or didn' t you care at that point? also, i felt really sorry for jake. he seemed like a nice guy. what was he like ?
her habit was such that she was injecting heroin into the soles of her feet as she no longer had any usable veins. she got arrested again, and served time while detoxing in the san francisco county jail. but this time she found a path to recovery. she chose to enter a long - term rehabilitation program, followed by four years in a sober living environment. the last time she used heroin was on february 27, 1998 .
i really believed that i was going to die, or be murdered. there was lots of evidence to make me feel that way, and i wanted it to be something that people would see after i was dead that showed that heroin was not the glamorous thing that i had thought it was when i was a teenager and had imagined it. i wasn' t paid for the film; it was a huge inconvenience in my life, but i feel like it still is sort of my legacy to the world, because it' s something that' s watched today. millions of people still watch it .
the film is littered with the dire accoutrements of junk – books by patron saint william burroughs, droning spacey music, hellish apartments with a hotplate and a wrinkly midden of clothes made up to resemble a mattress. but there’s no moralizing here, just a picture of young people sucked into something they can’t handle that’s gradually taking over their lives. they’re mostly castoffs in every sense, with families either distant or nonexistent. one exception is alice, 21, who begins the film claiming “shooting up is a meditation for me” and ends it by kicking the habit, at least during the time we see her. less lucky is tracey, a highly intelligent woman who spends 8 months in jail, comes out determined to kick, and ends up in an abusive relationship and back to using and dealing .
tracey... wow. you have come such a long way on such a hard, dark road. i just watched the film for a class i' m taking (sociology minor) and i have to say that you, alice and
jessica
are truly inspiring. i' m writing a paper on the film as we speak, regarding the fact that those of you who got and stayed clean are all women (i know jake was clean for a long time, but relapsed. i seriously cried while watching the updates .). but why do you think you and the other women stayed clean? was it your ties to family and stability that helped you, where others failed? thanks so much for being you, for your struggles and your triumphs, and for being such an inspiration !
as someone who struggles with heroin addiction i really wish people would understand that most of us really wish we could change. when it' s easy to stop you don' t want to. when you want to it feels impossible .
i don' t know the state of things elsewhere, but heroin deaths are on the rise here in new jersey. i lost my best friend and several acquaintances in the past year alone. with several more a couple years prior .
okazaki follows five young san francisco heroin addicts over two years, from back - alley haunts to blood - spattered hovels. there’s tracey, 25, a bright kid from ohio who deals dope. she lands in jail, emerging after six months clean and hopeful. eight hours later she’s shooting up again. jake, 21, has ‘too much of a conscience’ to steal, so he works as a prostitute. as the film unfolds, he learns he’s hiv - positive. jessica, 18, starts off reformed. ‘i know if i use, i’m going to die, ’ she says. but soon she’s back at it, turning tricks and contracting hiv .
but unlike most addicted people, my experience played out in front of all of america. despite the fact that i had over one year clean at the time of the film’s release in 1999, the whole country knew me as “that junkie chick” on hbo. those moments caused a collective feeling of shock, horror, disgust and curiosity. my addiction was no longer my own; it belonged to a broader public conversation .
i' m talking about the euphoria heroin causes compared to alcohol and nicotine, which comes before any damage, physical addiction, or anything else. you are comparing everything except euphoria level, which would make sense if you have never experienced it .
was a gripping 1999 hbo documentary that peered into the lives of young heroin addicts on the streets of san francisco’s tenderloin district in the years 1995 - 98. every story followed was heartbreaking and arresting, but tracey helton definitely stood out brutally candid honesty .
is jessica still doing heroin? i' m very interested in finding out how she has been all these years, especially since it seemed like her and jake were the least likely to survive at the end of the documentary. thanks for sharing! !
but unlike most addicted people, my experience played out in front of all of america. despite the fact that i had over one year clean at the time of the film' s release in 1999, the whole country knew me as
that junkie chick
on hbo. those moments caused a collective feeling of shock, horror, disgust and curiosity. my addiction was no longer my own; it belonged to a broader public conversation .
thanks for participating in this film but even more so for gettin it together and building a life in reality for yrself. i been there and am now somewhere else living life clean and sober to da fullest xtent. i just wanted to let ya kno u r making a pozitive effect just by staying clean, proving a sober come back is possible and can happen for any of us! keep goin, don' t look back, jennifah powa
cheese heroin was completely unknown in the united states until the first case was discovered at thomas jefferson high school in august 2005. since then, detective jeremy liebbe of the dallas independent school district police department says he has arrested and interviewed more than 300 users .
the only reason it looks bad to stupid people is because right now, with the laws the way they are, only people with the worst problems ever end up using heroin. they have social problems, mental health problems, economic problems, you name it .
since street dealers would be supplying, heroin users would still die from overdoses. they' d die when the dealers decided to cut it with rat poison, or wanted to spice it up with fentanyl. they' d get hepatitis and aids from shitty dirty needles .
this film should definitely be shown as a wake up call for impressionable young people. as these kids mention several times in this movie :
we watched this sid & nancy movie, and it lead to this and that
really, it sometimes doesn' t take more than that for a kid to experiment .
let' s be cool, and show a two fingered salute to this tedious world, let' s pretend to be rock - stars !
many young people look up to artists who romanticize the junkie - lifestyle. the problem is that artists usually have the money to buy drugs, places to live etc. young minds doesn' t think of all the gut wrenching horrors and desperation that come in the wake of a junkie - lifestyle (ask sid how fun his last days were). if this film prevents young people becoming some idiotic sid vicious, courtney love wannabes, it has served a purpose .
i have known a few people caught in the horror of heroin, this documentary is very accurate and done well. it is very depressing but very true. i only hope hbo will do a follow - up story (if any of the people featured are still alive) .
you' re missing my point completely and obviously just arguing for arguments sake. you are just quoting off some statistics or info you' ve read online. while that' s all good, you again miss my point: the euphoria created from a single shot of heroin cannot be replicated with any amount alcohol or nicotine. because of that, there really isn' t such thing as a casual heroin user, while there are plenty of casual alcohol and nicotine users. therefore, your original point that alcohol and nicotine are also addictive but perfectly available is completely wrong .
hey brother, just know the people over here at / r / opiatesrecovery understand how you feel. if you ever need some support, head on over and spill your guts. i wouldn' t be almost 1 year clean from heroin today if it wasn' t for that sub .
jake was a nice person in general but he had mood swings. i was not really worried about this movie coming back to haunt me because i did nto think i was going to live much longer. i wanted people to see heroin addiction is not glamorous like i imagined as a teenager .
sf county jail has some methadone slots. heroin withdrawal generally takes 4 days of acute withdrawal. the worst day is between day two and three. your nose runs, your legs twitch, you can' t sleep, you have to puke or use the bathroom. then the pain subsides .
not sure what op is talking about. heroin isn' t typically the drug of choice for deadheads, though there are always exceptions, especially in a drug friendly community like that. maybe just using it as a blanket term for berkeley street people? and yeah there are definitely still deadheads .
you have no idea what you are talking about. it has been estimated that around 10% of the population is predisposed to alcoholism. ever been to a rehab? . in the one that i went to (12 step), 90% were alcoholics. and you know what else? , our doctor spent 40 minutes of a one hour lecture on the dangers of alcohol and how it affects pretty much every part of your body. you know what he said about heroin? , i hate to say this but apart from dirty needles, disease and od, heroin is not that neurotoxic .
when she was 17, tracey helton mitchell was prescribed an opioid pain killer after getting her wisdom teeth extracted. the medicine helped her deal with the pain related to the extraction, but when the prescription ran out, her desire for its euphoric high remained. that' s when she turned to heroin .
i felt bitter at first that no one got the opportunity to know that i had discontinued all drug use and started a new life. but instead of wallowing in resentment, i decided to use my unique story as an opportunity to teach people about the daily struggles of a person who’s addicted to heroin .
lazy degenerate junkies, anything that involves a little bit of hard work like self - control is kryptonite to these losers. it doesn' t really bother me that they are killing themselves with heroin, what bothers me is when you' re walking down the mission and panhandlers act like you owe them money .
most of our domestic heroin comes from the cartels, not overseas. it' s also not much cheaper than it' s always been. the price of oxy like pills shot through the roof when purdue put in the abuse safeguards on oxy, causing the supply of pills that can be abused to suddenly drop .
reports that we were seeing were pretty striking. kids as young as 9 or 10 years of age coming to the hospital emergency rooms or detox facilities in acute heroin withdrawal ,
says dr. carlos tirado, a psychiatry professor at ut southwestern medical center and medical director of a drug treatment center in dallas .
i felt bitter at first that no one got the opportunity to know that i had discontinued all drug use and started a new life. but instead of wallowing in resentment, i decided to use my unique story as an opportunity to teach people about the daily struggles of a person who' s addicted to heroin .
hi tracy i saw the film years ago the first time i ever tried recovery. it is so great to see you have a presence on the internet, and i admire you for your honesty. i am constantly fighting this disease, sometimes more successfully than others but you give me so much hope and i thank you for that. finding happiness in parenthood after struggling with addiction gives me a lt of hope as well. i hope it would be ok if i emailed you one day, as of this moment i' still sick and suffering.
black tar heroin : the dark end of the street is a 1999 documentary directed by steven okazaki . filmed from 1995 to 1998 in the tenderloin , san francisco , california , the documentary describes the lives of heroin addicts . 
black tar heroin: the dark end of the street is a 1999 documentary directed by steven okazaki. filmed from 1995 to 1998 in the tenderloin, san francisco, california, the documentary describes the lives of heroin addicts.
black tar heroin: the dark end of the street is a 1999 documentary directed by steven okazaki. filmed from 1995 to 1998 in the tenderloin, san francisco, california, the documentary describes the lives of heroin addicts.