text_original: The agitation of my thoughts produced a fever, which brought on a miscarriage; and I believe it is well for my conscience that heaven thus disposed of my burden; for let me own to you with penitence and horror, if I had brought a living child into the world, my frenzy would have prompted me to sacrifice the little innocent to my resentment of the father's infidelity.
text_transcription: THE AGITATION OF MY THOUGHTS PRODUCED A FEVER WHICH BROUGHT ON A MISCARRIAGE AND I BELIEVE IT IS WELL FOR MY CONSCIENCE THAT HEAVEN THUS DISPOSED OF MY BURDEN FOR LET ME OWN TO YOU WITH PENITENCE AND HORROR IF I HAD BROUGHT A LIVING CHILD INTO THE WORLD MY FRENZY WOULD HAVE PROMPTED ME TO SACRIFICE THE LITTLE INNOCENT TO MY RESENTMENT OF THE FATHER'S INFIDELITY
phonemes: ðɪ ˌædʒɪtˈeɪʃən ʌv maɪ θˈɔːts pɹədˈuːst ɐ fˈiːvɚ, wˌɪtʃ bɹˈɔːt ˌɔn ɐ mɪskˈæɹɪdʒ; ænd aɪ bᵻlˈiːv ɪɾ ɪz wˈɛl fɔːɹ maɪ kˈɑːnʃəns ðæt hˈɛvən ðˈʌs dɪspˈoʊzd ʌv maɪ bˈɜːdən; fɔːɹ lˈɛt mˌiː ˈoʊn tə juː wɪð pˈɛnɪtəns ænd hˈɔɹɚ, ɪf aɪ hæd bɹˈɔːt ɐ lˈɪvɪŋ tʃˈaɪld ˌɪntʊ ðə wˈɜːld, maɪ fɹˈɛnzi wʊdhɐv pɹˈɑːmptᵻd mˌiː tə sˈækɹᵻfˌaɪs ðə lˈɪɾəl ˈɪnəsənt tə maɪ ɹᵻzˈɛntmənt ʌvðə fˈɑːðɚz ˌɪnfᵻdˈɛlᵻɾi.