text_original: "How could I, Barbara? Any attempt I made was repulsed. I thought it kinder to    " "Yes  I was wrong. I see it now. But I couldn't bear to explain myself.
text_transcription: HOW COULD I BARBARA ANY ATTEMPT I MADE WAS REPULSED I THOUGHT IT KINDER TO YES I WAS WRONG I SEE IT NOW BUT I COULDN'T BEAR TO EXPLAIN MYSELF
phonemes: "hˌaʊ kʊd ˈaɪ, bˈɑːɹbɚɹə? ˌɛni ɐtˈɛmpt aɪ mˌeɪd wʌz ɹᵻpˈʌlst. aɪ θˈɔːt ɪt kˈaɪndɚ tuː    " "jˈɛs aɪ wʌz ɹˈɔŋ. aɪ sˈiː ɪt nˈaʊ. bˌʌt aɪ kˌʊdənt bˈɛɹ tʊ ɛksplˈeɪn maɪsˈɛlf.