text_original: Owing something to God: this thought becomes his instrument of torture. He apprehends in God the most extreme antitheses that he can find to his own char  acteristic and ineradicable animal instincts, he himself gives a new interpretation to these animal instincts as be  ing against what he "owes" to God (as enmity, rebellion, and revolt against the "Lord," the "Father," the "Sire," the "Beginning of the world"), he places himself between the horns of the dilemma, "God" and "Devil."
text_transcription: OWING SOMETHING TO GOD THIS THOUGHT BECOMES HIS INSTRUMENT OF TORTURE HE APPREHENDS IN GOD THE MOST EXTREME ANTITHESIS HE CONFINES TO HIS OWN CHARACTERISTIC AND INERADICABLE ANIMAL INSTINCTS HE HIMSELF GIVES A NEW INTERPRETATION TO THESE ANIMAL INSTINCTS AS BEING AGAINST WHAT HE OWES TO GOD AS ENMITY REBELLION AND REVOLT AGAINST THE LORD THE FATHER THE SIRE THE BEGINNING OF THE WORLD HE PLACES HIMSELF BETWEEN THE HORNS OF THE DILEMMA GOD AND DEVIL
phonemes: ˈoʊɪŋ sˈʌmθɪŋ tə ɡˈɑːd: ðɪs θˈɔːt bɪkˌʌmz hɪz ˈɪnstɹəmənt ʌv tˈɔːɹtʃɚ. hiː ˌæpɹihˈɛndz ɪn ɡˈɑːd ðə mˈoʊst ɛkstɹˈiːm æntˈɪθəsˌiːz ðæt hiː kæn fˈaɪnd tə hɪz ˈoʊn tʃˈɑːɹ ˌæktɚɹˈɪstɪk ænd ɪnɪɹˈædɪkəbəl ˈænɪməl ˈɪnstɪŋkts, hiː hɪmsˈɛlf ɡˈɪvz ɐ nˈuː ɪntˌɜːpɹɪtˈeɪʃən tə ðiːz ˈænɪməl ˈɪnstɪŋkts æz biː ˈɪŋ ɐɡˈɛnst wˈʌt hiː "ˈoʊz" tə ɡˈɑːd (æz ˈɛnmᵻɾi, ɹᵻbˈɛliən, ænd ɹᵻvˈoʊlt ɐɡˈɛnst ðə "lˈɔːɹd," ðə "fˈɑːðɚ," ðə "sˈaɪɚ," ðə "bɪɡˈɪnɪŋ ʌvðə wˈɜːld"), hiː plˈeɪsᵻz hɪmsˈɛlf bᵻtwˌiːn ðə hˈɔːɹnz ʌvðə dᵻlˈɛmə, "ɡˈɑːd" ænd "dˈɛvəl."