text_original: Sometimes he thought that he might at least indulge himself in the melancholy pleasure of relating to her in a letter, what he had done, as soon as the explanation should be made: but even this gratification he at length determined to refuse himself.
text_transcription: SOMETIMES HE THOUGHT THAT HE MIGHT AT LEAST INDULGE HIMSELF IN THE MELANCHOLY PLEASURE OF RELATING TO HER IN A LETTER WHAT HE HAD DONE AS SOON AS THE EXPLANATION SHOULD BE MADE BUT EVEN THIS GRATIFICATION HE AT LENGTH DETERMINED TO REFUSE HIMSELF
phonemes: sˈʌmtaɪmz hiː θˈɔːt ðæt hiː mˌaɪt æt lˈiːst ɪndˈʌldʒ hɪmsˈɛlf ɪnðə mˈɛləŋkˌɑːli plˈɛʒɚɹ ʌv ɹᵻlˈeɪɾɪŋ tə hɜːɹ ɪn ɐ lˈɛɾɚ, wˌʌt hiː hæd dˈʌn, æz sˈuːn æz ðɪ ɛksplɐnˈeɪʃən ʃˌʊd biː mˈeɪd: bˌʌt ˈiːvən ðɪs ɡɹˌæɾɪfɪkˈeɪʃən hiː æt lˈɛŋθ dɪtˈɜːmɪnd tə ɹᵻfjˈuːz hɪmsˈɛlf.