text_original: To herself she foresaw only uneasiness and embarrassment; and even found a degree of cruelty in permitting Lord Delamere to feed, by her consenting to attend him, those hopes to which she now could never accede, unless by condemning herself to the most wretched of all lots  that of marrying one man while her love was another's.
text_transcription: TO HERSELF SHE FORESAW ONLY UNEASINESS AND EMBARRASSMENT AND EVEN FOUND A DEGREE OF CRUELTY IN PERMITTING LORD DELAMIR TO FEED BY HER CONSENTING TO ATTEND HIM THOSE HOPES TO WHICH SHE NOW COULD NEVER ACCEDE UNLESS BY CONDEMNING HERSELF TO THE MOST WRETCHED OF ALL LOTS THAT OF MARRYING ONE MAN WHILE HER LOVE WAS ANOTHER'S
phonemes: tə hɜːsˈɛlf ʃiː fˈɔːɹsɔː ˈoʊnli ʌnˈiːzinəs ænd ɛmbˈæɹəsmənt; ænd ˈiːvən fˈaʊnd ɐ dᵻɡɹˈiː ʌv kɹˈuːəlti ɪn pɚmˈɪɾɪŋ lˈɔːɹd dᵻlˈæmɪɹ tə fˈiːd, baɪ hɜː kənsˈɛntɪŋ tʊ ɐtˈɛnd hˌɪm, ðoʊz hˈoʊps tʊ wˌɪtʃ ʃiː nˈaʊ kʊd nˈɛvɚɹ ɐksˈiːd, ʌnlˈɛs baɪ kəndˈɛmɪŋ hɜːsˈɛlf tə ðə mˈoʊst ɹˈɛtʃᵻd ʌv ˈɔːl lˈɑːts ðæt ʌv mˈæɹiɪŋ wˈʌn mˈæn wˌaɪl hɜː lˈʌv wʌz ɐnˈʌðɚz.