text_original: Rotha put both hands to her face and swayed up and down, with a kind of bodily struggle, which symbolized that going on in her mind. It was hard, it was hard! Nature cried out, with a repulsion that seemed unconquerable, against taking up this cross; yet there it was before her, in the inexorable hands of conscience, and Grace said, "Do it; take it up and bear it."
text_transcription: ROTHA PUT BOTH HANDS TO HER FACE AND SWAYED UP AND DOWN WITH A KIND OF BODILY STRUGGLE WHICH SYMBOLIZED THAT GOING ON IN HER MIND IT WAS HARD IT WAS HARD NATURE CRIED OUT WITH A REPULSION THAT SEEMED UNCONQUERABLE AGAINST TAKING UP THIS CROSS YET THERE IT WAS BEFORE HER IN THE INEXORABLE HANDS OF CONSCIENCE AND GRACE SAID DO IT TAKE IT UP AND BEAR IT
phonemes: ɹˈɑːθə pˌʊt bˈoʊθ hˈændz tə hɜː fˈeɪs ænd swˈeɪd ˌʌp ænd dˈaʊn, wɪð ɐ kˈaɪnd ʌv bˈɑːdili stɹˈʌɡəl, wˌɪtʃ sˈɪmbəlˌaɪzd ðæt ɡˌoʊɪŋ ˌɔn ɪn hɜː mˈaɪnd. ɪt wʌz hˈɑːɹd, ɪt wʌz hˈɑːɹd! nˈeɪtʃɚ kɹˈaɪd ˈaʊt, wɪð ɐ ɹᵻpˈʌlʃən ðæt sˈiːmd ʌŋkˈɑːŋkɚɹəbəl, ɐɡˈɛnst tˈeɪkɪŋ ˌʌp ðɪs kɹˈɔs; jˈɛt ðɛɹ ɪt wʌz bᵻfˈɔːɹ hɜː, ɪnðɪ ɪnˈɛksɚɹəbəl hˈændz ʌv kˈɑːnʃəns, ænd ɡɹˈeɪs sˈɛd, "dˈuː ɪt; tˈeɪk ɪɾ ˌʌp ænd bˈɛɹ ɪt."