text_original: If she had been; if she had answered his demonstration with a little cold, careless laugh, and turned it off with a word of derision; as I suppose she would if she had not been so utterly true and honest, according to a woman's terrible instinct of self preservation, or preservation of her secret; he would have thought as he had thought before  she loves me as a child does.
text_transcription: IF SHE HAD BEEN IF SHE HAD ANSWERED HIS DEMONSTRATION WITH A LITTLE COLD CARELESS LAUGH AND TURNED IT OFF WITH A WORD OF DERISION AS I SUPPOSE SHE WOULD IF SHE HAD NOT BEEN SO UTTERLY TRUE AND HONEST ACCORDING TO A WOMAN'S TERRIBLE INSTINCT OF SELF PRESERVATION OR PRESERVATION OF HER SECRET HE WOULD HAVE THOUGHT AS HE HAD THOUGHT BEFORE SHE LOVES ME AS A CHILD DOES
phonemes: ɪf ʃiː hɐdbɪn; ɪf ʃiː hæd ˈænsɚd hɪz dˌɛmənstɹˈeɪʃən wɪð ɐ lˈɪɾəl kˈoʊld, kˈɛɹləs lˈæf, ænd tˈɜːnd ɪɾ ˈɔf wɪð ɐ wˈɜːd ʌv dᵻɹˈɪʒən; æz aɪ səpˈoʊz ʃiː wʊd ɪf ʃiː hæd nˌɑːt bˌɪn sˌoʊ ˈʌɾɚli tɹˈuː ænd ˈɑːnɪst, ɐkˈɔːɹdɪŋ tʊ ɐ wˈʊmənz tˈɛɹᵻbəl ˈɪnstɪŋkt ʌv sˈɛlf pɹˌɛzɚvˈeɪʃən, ɔːɹ pɹˌɛzɚvˈeɪʃən ʌv hɜː sˈiːkɹᵻt; hiː wʊdhɐv θˈɔːt æz hiː hæd θˈɔːt bᵻfˌɔːɹ ʃiː lˈʌvz mˌiː æz ɐ tʃˈaɪld dˈʌz.