text_original: Now thoughts of suicide did indeed take shape and form in my mind. In that there was no madness, for the impulse which madness supplies to carry these wretched thoughts into effect failed me always, and so saved my life.
text_transcription: NOW THOUGHTS OF SUICIDE DID INDEED TAKE SHAPE AND FORM IN MY MIND IN THAT THERE WAS NO MADNESS FOR THE IMPULSE WHICH MADNESS SUPPLIES TO CARRY THESE WRETCHED THOUGHTS INTO EFFECT FAILED ME ALWAYS AND SO SAVED MY LIFE
phonemes: nˈaʊ θˈɔːts ʌv sˈuːɪsˌaɪd dˈɪd ˌɪndˈiːd tˈeɪk ʃˈeɪp ænd fˈɔːɹm ɪn maɪ mˈaɪnd. ɪn ðæt ðɛɹwˌʌz nˈoʊ mˈædnəs, fɚðɪ ˈɪmpʌls wˌɪtʃ mˈædnəs səplˈaɪz tə kˈæɹi ðiːz ɹˈɛtʃᵻd θˈɔːts ˌɪntʊ ɪfˈɛkt fˈeɪld mˌiː ˈɔːlweɪz, ænd sˌoʊ sˈeɪvd maɪ lˈaɪf.