text_original: "I waited — till they were married — so that you should not refuse to let her marry — his brother — waited to tell you what I ought to have told you at once, when you came home from India. My only hope of pardon or of peace was to have told you then— to have left you for ever then — never ^^ Deeper than Plummets Sound!^ 293 to have dared to clasp your hand — never to liaTe dared to call myself your \7ife — never to have become the mother of your child.
text_transcription: I WAITED TILL THEY WERE MARRIED SO THAT YOU SHOULD NOT REFUSE TO LET HER MARRY HIS BROTHER WAITED TO TELL YOU WHAT I OUGHT TO HAVE TOLD YOU AT ONCE WHEN YOU CAME HOME FROM INDIA MY ONLY HOPE OF PARDON OR OF PEACE WAS TO HAVE TOLD YOU THEN TO HAVE LEFT YOU FOR EVER THEN NEVER TO HAVE DARED TO CLASP YOUR HAND NEVER TO HAVE DARED TO CALL MYSELF YOUR WIFE NEVER TO HAVE BECOME THE MOTHER OF YOUR CHILD
phonemes: "aɪ wˈeɪɾᵻd — tˈɪl ðeɪ wɜː mˈæɹid — sˌoʊ ðæt juː ʃˌʊd nˌɑːt ɹᵻfjˈuːz tə lˈɛt hɜː mˈæɹi — hɪz bɹˈʌðɚ — wˈeɪɾᵻd tə tˈɛl juː wʌt aɪ ˈɔːt tə hæv tˈoʊld juː ɐtwˈʌns, wˌɛn juː kˈeɪm hˈoʊm fɹʌm ˈɪndiə. maɪ ˈoʊnli hˈoʊp ʌv pˈɑːɹdən ɔːɹ ʌv pˈiːs wʌz tə hæv tˈoʊld juː ðˈɛn— tə hæv lˈɛft juː fɔːɹ ˈɛvɚ ðˈɛn — nˈɛvɚ dˈiːpɚ ðɐn plˈʌmɪts sˈaʊnd!tˈuːhˈʌndɹɪd nˈaɪnti θɹˈiː tə hæv dˈɛɹd tə klˈæsp jʊɹ hˈænd — nˈɛvɚ tə lˈiə tˈiː dˈɛɹd tə kˈɔːl maɪsˈɛlf jʊɹ bˈækslæʃ sˈɛvən ˈaɪf — nˈɛvɚ tə hæv bɪkˌʌm ðə mˈʌðɚɹ ʌv jʊɹ tʃˈaɪld.