text_original: Yet there was not a day at last when I did not leave the house with the intention  if I could only find the needed courage  of bringing this impossible existence to an end.
text_transcription: YET THERE WAS NOT A DAY AT LAST WHEN I DID NOT LEAVE THE HOUSE WITH THE INTENTION IF I COULD ONLY FIND THE NEEDED COURAGE OF BRINGING THIS IMPOSSIBLE EXISTENCE TO AN END
phonemes: jˈɛt ðɛɹwˌʌz nˌɑːɾə dˈeɪ æt lˈæst wɛn aɪ dɪdnˌɑːt lˈiːv ðə hˈaʊs wɪððɪ ɪntˈɛnʃən ɪf aɪ kʊd ˈoʊnli fˈaɪnd ðə nˈiːdᵻd kˈɜːɹɪdʒ ʌv bɹˈɪŋɪŋ ðɪs ɪmpˈɑːsᵻbəl ɛɡzˈɪstəns tʊ ɐn ˈɛnd.