text_original: Do not, however, try to divert me from my intention, for all your efforts will be in vain. Think for a moment; weigh in your heart for a moment all that has led me to take this step. At first my anguish was extreme, but now I am quieter. What awaits me I know not. What must be must be, and as God may send.... Bwikov has just arrived, so I am leaving this letter unfinished. Otherwise I had much else to say to you. Bwikov is even now at the door!...
text_transcription: DO NOT HOWEVER TRY TO DIVERT ME FROM MY INTENTION FOR ALL YOUR EFFORTS WILL BE IN VAIN THINK FOR A MOMENT WEIGH IN YOUR HEART FOR A MOMENT ALL THAT HAS LED ME TO TAKE THIS STEP AT FIRST MY ANGUISH WAS EXTREME BUT NOW I AM QUIETER WHAT AWAITS ME I KNOW NOT WHAT MUST BE MUST BE AND AS GOD MAY SEND BREAKOV HAS JUST ARRIVED SO I AM LEAVING THIS LETTER UNFINISHED OTHERWISE I HAD MUCH ELSE TO SAY TO YOU BREAKOV IS EVEN NOW AT THE DOOR
phonemes: duːnˈɑːt, haʊˈɛvɚ, tɹˈaɪ tə daɪvˈɜːt mˌiː fɹʌm maɪ ɪntˈɛnʃən, fɔːɹ ˈɔːl jʊɹ ˈɛfɚts wɪl biː ɪn vˈeɪn. θˈɪŋk fɚɹə mˈoʊmənt; wˈeɪ ɪn jʊɹ hˈɑːɹt fɚɹə mˈoʊmənt ˈɔːl ðæt hɐz lˈɛd mˌiː tə tˈeɪk ðɪs stˈɛp. æt fˈɜːst maɪ ˈæŋɡwɪʃ wʌz ɛkstɹˈiːm, bˌʌt nˈaʊ aɪɐm kwˈaɪəɾɚ. wˌʌt ɐwˈeɪts mˌiː aɪ nˈoʊ nˈɑːt. wˌʌt mˈʌst biː mˈʌst bˈiː, ænd æz ɡˈɑːd mˈeɪ sˈɛnd.... bˈiːwˈɪkɑːv hɐz dʒˈʌst ɚɹˈaɪvd, sˌoʊ aɪɐm lˈiːvɪŋ ðɪs lˈɛɾɚɹ ʌnfˈɪnɪʃt. ˈʌðɚwˌaɪz aɪ hæd mˈʌtʃ ˈɛls tə sˈeɪ tə juː. bˈiːwˈɪkɑːv ɪz ˈiːvən nˈaʊ æt ðə dˈɔːɹ!...