text_original: Yes, you were dreading to have to tell me of your failure to borrow money  you were dreading to have to grieve and alarm me; but, when you saw that I came very near to smiling, the load was, I know, lifted from your heart.
text_transcription: YES YOU WERE DREADING TO HAVE TO TELL ME OF YOUR FAILURE TO BORROW MONEY YOU WERE DREADING TO HAVE TO GRIEVE AND ALARM ME BUT WHEN YOU SAW THAT I CAME VERY NEAR TO SMILING THE LOAD WAS I KNOW LIFTED FROM YOUR HEART
phonemes: jˈɛs, juː wɜː dɹˈɛdɪŋ tə hæv tə tˈɛl mˌiː ʌv jʊɹ fˈeɪlɪɹ tə bˈɑːɹoʊ mˈʌni juː wɜː dɹˈɛdɪŋ tə hæv tə ɡɹˈiːv ænd ɐlˈɑːɹm mˌiː; bˌʌt, wˌɛn juː sˈɔː ðæt aɪ kˈeɪm vˈɛɹi nˌɪɹ tə smˈaɪlɪŋ, ðə lˈoʊd wʌz, aɪ nˈoʊ, lˈɪftᵻd fɹʌm jʊɹ hˈɑːɹt.