text_original: Yet now I feel it forcibly; for I hesitate to declare the rest; I, who knew no concealment, have by one deviation from my sincerity even become cowardly and irresolute in friendship. I fear your censures, Caroline; and dare think of eluding them, because too conscious that I cannot refute them.
text_transcription: YET NOW I FEEL IT FORCIBLY FOR I HESITATE TO DECLARE THE REST I WHO KNEW NO CONCEALMENT HAVE BY ONE DEVIATION FOR MY SINCERITY EVEN BECOME COWARDLY AND IRRESOLUTE IN FRIENDSHIP I FEAR YOUR SAN JUS CAROLINE AND DARE THINK OF ELUDING THEM BECAUSE TOO CONSCIOUS THAT I CANNOT REFUTE THEM
phonemes: jˈɛt nˈaʊ aɪ fˈiːl ɪt fˈɔːɹsᵻbli; fɔːɹ aɪ hˈɛzᵻtˌeɪt tə dᵻklˈɛɹ ðə ɹˈɛst; ˈaɪ, hˌuː nˈuː nˈoʊ kənsˈiːlmənt, hæv baɪ wˈʌn dˌiːvɪˈeɪʃən fɹʌm maɪ sɪnsˈɛɹᵻɾi ˈiːvən bɪkˌʌm kˈaʊɚdli ænd ɪɹˈɛzəlˌuːt ɪn fɹˈɛndʃɪp. aɪ fˈɪɹ jʊɹ sˈɛnʃɚz, kˈæɹəlˌaɪn; ænd dˈɛɹ θˈɪŋk ʌv ᵻlˈuːdɪŋ ðˌɛm, bɪkˈʌz tˈuː kˈɑːnʃəs ðæt aɪ kænˈɑːt ɹᵻfjˈuːt ðˌɛm.