text_original: I felt filled with grief, disappointment, and a sort of frenzy. I felt that I MUST read those books, and decided to do so  to read them one by one, and with all possible speed. Probably the idea was that, by learning whatsoever HE knew, I should render myself more worthy of his friendship.
text_transcription: I FELT FILLED WITH GRIEF DISAPPOINTMENT AND A SORT OF FRENZY I FELT THAT I MUST READ THOSE BOOKS AND DECIDED TO DO SO TO READ THEM ONE BY ONE AND WITH ALL POSSIBLE SPEED PROBABLY THE IDEA WAS THAT BY LEARNING WHATSOEVER HE KNEW I SHOULD RENDER MYSELF MORE WORTHY OF HIS FRIENDSHIP
phonemes: aɪ fˈɛlt fˈɪld wɪð ɡɹˈiːf, dˌɪsɐpˈɔɪntmənt, ænd ɐ sˈɔːɹt ʌv fɹˈɛnzi. aɪ fˈɛlt ðæt aɪ mˈʌst ɹˈiːd ðoʊz bˈʊks, ænd dᵻsˈaɪdᵻd tə dˈuː sˌoʊ tə ɹˈiːd ðˌɛm wˈʌn baɪ wˌʌn, ænd wɪð ˈɔːl pˈɑːsᵻbəl spˈiːd. pɹˈɑːbəbli ðɪ aɪdˈiə wʌz ðˈæt, baɪ lˈɜːnɪŋ wʌtsˌoʊˈɛvɚ hiː nˈuː, aɪ ʃˌʊd ɹˈɛndɚ maɪsˈɛlf mˈɔːɹ wˈɜːði ʌv hɪz fɹˈɛndʃɪp.