text_original: Well, Hareton's aspect was the ghost of my immortal love ; of my wild endeavors to hold my right ; my degradation, my pride, my happiness, and my anguish — " But it is frenzy to repeat these thoughts to you : only it will let you know why, with a reluc  tance to be always alone, his society is no benefit ; rather an aggravation of the constant torment I suffer ; and it partly contributes to render me regardless how he and his cousin go on together.
text_transcription: WHILE HARTON'S ASPECT WAS THE GHOST OF MY IMMORTAL LOVE OF MY WILD ENDEAVOURS TO HOLD MY RIGHT MY DEGRADATION MY PRIDE MY HAPPINESS AND MY ANGUISH BUT IT IS FRENZY TO REPEAT THESE THOUGHTS TO YOU ONLY IT WILL LET YOU KNOW WHY WITH A RELUCTANCE TO BE ALWAYS ALONE HIS SOCIETY IS NO BENEFIT RATHER AN AGGRAVATION OF THE CONSTANT TORMENT I SUFFER AND IT PARTLY CONTRIBUTES TO RENDER ME REGARDLESS HOW HE AND HIS COUSIN GO ON TOGETHER
phonemes: wˈɛl, hˈæɹɛtənz ˈæspɛkt wʌzðə ɡˈoʊst ʌv maɪ ɪmˈɔːɹɾəl lˈʌv ; ʌv maɪ wˈaɪld ɛndˈɛvɚz tə hˈoʊld maɪ ɹˈaɪt ; maɪ dᵻɡɹɐdˈeɪʃən, maɪ pɹˈaɪd, maɪ hˈæpɪnəs, ænd maɪ ˈæŋɡwɪʃ — " bˌʌt ɪɾ ɪz fɹˈɛnzi tə ɹᵻpˈiːt ðiːz θˈɔːts tə juː : ˈoʊnli ɪt wɪl lˈɛt juː nˈoʊ wˈaɪ, wɪð ɐ ɹᵻlˈʌk tˈæns təbi ˈɔːlweɪz ɐlˈoʊn, hɪz səsˈaɪəɾi ɪz nˈoʊ bˈɛnɪfˌɪt ; ɹˈæðɚɹ ɐn ˌæɡɹɐvˈeɪʃən ʌvðə kˈɑːnstənt tˈɔːɹmɛnt aɪ sˈʌfɚ ; ænd ɪt pˈɑːɹtli kəntɹˈɪbjuːts tə ɹˈɛndɚ mˌiː ɹᵻɡˈɑːɹdləs hˌaʊ hiː ænd hɪz kˈʌzən ɡˌoʊ ˌɔn təɡˈɛðɚ.