text_original: If he took care of me, no one else could hurt me; if he did not, no one else could; and to be accept  ed by him was all there was or could be worth caring for; but how should I find this acceptance with my heart full of rebellion?
text_transcription: IF HE TOOK CARE OF ME NO ONE ELSE COULD HURT ME IF HE DID NOT NO ONE ELSE COULD AND TO BE ACCEPTED BY HIM WAS ALL THERE WAS OR COULD BE WORTH CARING FOR BUT HOW SHOULD I FIND THIS ACCEPTANCE WITH MY HEART FULL OF REBELLION
phonemes: ɪf hiː tˈʊk kˈɛɹ ʌv mˌiː, nˈoʊwˈʌn ˈɛls kʊd hˈɜːt mˌiː; ɪf hiː dɪdnˈɑːt, nˈoʊwˈʌn ˈɛls kˈʊd; ænd təbi ɐksˈɛpt ˈɛd baɪ hˌɪm wʌz ˈɔːl ðɛɹwˌʌz ɔːɹ kʊd biː wˈɜːθ kˈɛɹɪŋ fɔːɹ; bˌʌt hˌaʊ ʃˌʊd aɪ fˈaɪnd ðɪs ɐksˈɛptəns wɪð maɪ hˈɑːɹt fˈʊl ʌv ɹᵻbˈɛliən?