text_original: It seems to me now that I must have been be  numbed, or I could have done something to provide covering for those men. I did think of giving one of them my shawl, but I must have died without it. I remembered my Douglas Hospital letter, and knew that Gen. Patrick could order me out of Fredericks  burg, and leave these men to rot in the old theater.
text_transcription: IT SEEMS TO ME NOW THAT I MUST HAVE BEEN BENUMBED OR I COULD HAVE DONE SOMETHING TO PROVIDE COVERING FOR THOSE MEN I DID THINK OF GIVING ONE OF THEM MY SHAWL BUT I MUST HAVE DIED WITHOUT IT I REMEMBERED MY DOUGLAS HOSPITAL LETTER AND KNEW THAT GENERAL PATRICK COULD ORDER ME OUT OF FREDERICKSBURG AND LEAVE THESE MEN TO ROT IN THE OLD THEATRE
phonemes: ɪt sˈiːmz tə mˌiː nˈaʊ ðæt aɪ mˈʌstɐv bˌɪn biː nˈʌmd, ɔːɹ aɪ kˌʊdɐv dˈʌn sˈʌmθɪŋ tə pɹəvˈaɪd kˈʌvɚɹɪŋ fɔːɹ ðoʊz mˈɛn. aɪ dˈɪd θˈɪŋk ʌv ɡˈɪvɪŋ wˈʌn ʌv ðˌɛm maɪ ʃˈɔːl, bˌʌt aɪ mˈʌstɐv dˈaɪd wɪðˈaʊt ɪt. aɪ ɹᵻmˈɛmbɚd maɪ dˈʌɡləz hˈɑːspɪɾəl lˈɛɾɚ, ænd nˈuː ðæt dʒˈɛn. pˈætɹɪk kʊd ˈɔːɹdɚ mˌiː ˌaʊɾəv fɹˈɛdɚɹˌɪks bˈɜːɡ, ænd lˈiːv ðiːz mˈɛn tə ɹˈɑːt ɪnðɪ ˈoʊld θˈiəɾɚ.