text_original: Even this was dreadful, as I must use my own name, for my ar  ticles would certainly be libelous. If I wrote at all, I must throw myself headlong into the great political maelstrom, and would of course be swallowed up like a fishing boat in the great JSTorway horror which dec  orated our school geographies ; for no woman had ever done such a thing, and I could never again hold up my head under the burden of shame and disgrace which would be heaped upon me.
text_transcription: EVEN THIS WAS DREADFUL AS I MUST USE MY OWN NAME FOR MY ARTICLES WOULD CERTAINLY BE LIBELOUS IF I WROTE AT ALL I MUST THROW MYSELF HEADLONG INTO THE GREAT POLITICAL MAELSTROM AND WOULD OF COURSE BE SWALLOWED UP LIKE A FISHING BOAT IN THE GREAT NORWAY HORROR WHICH DECORATED OUR SCHOOL GEOGRAPHIES FOR NO WOMAN HAD EVER DONE SUCH A THING AND I COULD NEVER AGAIN HOLD UP MY HEAD UNDER THE BURDEN OF SHAME AND DISGRACE WHICH WOULD BE HEAPED UPON ME
phonemes: ˈiːvən ðɪs wʌz dɹˈɛdfəl, æz aɪ mˈʌst jˈuːz maɪ ˈoʊn nˈeɪm, fɔːɹ maɪ ˈɑːɹ tˈɪkəlz wʊd sˈɜːʔn̩li biː lˈaɪbələs. ɪf aɪ ɹˈoʊt æɾ ˈɔːl, aɪ mˈʌst θɹˈoʊ maɪsˈɛlf hˈɛdlɔŋ ˌɪntʊ ðə ɡɹˈeɪt pəlˈɪɾɪkəl mˈeɪlstɹɑːm, ænd wʊd ʌv kˈɔːɹs biː swˈɔloʊd ˌʌp lˈaɪk ɐ fˈɪʃɪŋ bˈoʊt ɪnðə ɡɹˈeɪt dʒˌeɪˈɛs tˈɔːɹweɪ hˈɔɹɚ wˌɪtʃ dˈɛk ɔːɹˈeɪɾᵻd ˌaʊɚ skˈuːl dʒɪˈɑːɡɹəfiz ; fɔːɹ nˈoʊ wˈʊmən hæd ˈɛvɚ dˈʌn sˈʌtʃ ɐ θˈɪŋ, ænd aɪ kʊd nˈɛvɚɹ ɐɡˈɛn hˈoʊld ˌʌp maɪ hˈɛd ˌʌndɚ ðə bˈɜːdən ʌv ʃˈeɪm ænd dɪsɡɹˈeɪs wˌɪtʃ wʊd biː hˈiːpt əpˌɑːn mˌiː.