text_original: However much she struggled to hide it, a fixed melancholy lay behind all outward signs of cheerfulness. She longed for the hour when her life would cease, and believed that this hour would soon come to her.
text_transcription: HOWEVER MUCH SHE STRUGGLED TO HIDE IT A FIXED MELANCHOLY LAY BEHIND ALL OUTWARD SIGNS OF CHEERFULNESS SHE LONGED FOR THE HOUR WHEN HER LIFE WOULD CEASE AND BELIEVED THAT THIS HOUR WOULD SOON COME TO HER
phonemes: haʊˈɛvɚ mˈʌtʃ ʃiː stɹˈʌɡəld tə hˈaɪd ɪt, ɐ fˈɪkst mˈɛləŋkˌɑːli lˈeɪ bᵻhˌaɪnd ˈɔːl ˈaʊtwɚd sˈaɪnz ʌv tʃˈɪɹfəlnəs. ʃiː lˈɔŋd fɚðɪ ˈaʊɚ wɛn hɜː lˈaɪf wʊd sˈiːs, ænd bᵻlˈiːvd ðæt ðɪs ˈaʊɚ wʊd sˈuːn kˈʌm tə hɜː.